"I don’t want to look back in five years time and think, ‘We could have been magnificent, but I was afraid.’ In 5 years I want to tell of how fear tried to cheat me out of the best thing in life, and I didn’t let it."

Yes (via modernmethadone)

(Source: thedbldee, via resistinglove)

"

September 1st, 2013
I can’t believe you asked me to be your girl; I waited for this moment for a while.

October 1st, 2013
I think I’m really beginning to fall for you, and I have never been so petrified in my life.

November 1st, 2013
When you kissed me goodbye tonight, I cried in my bedroom. I think I am in love with you, and I am terrified for the day you love me not.

December 1st, 2013
I still love you, and I am so sorry about all of my faults. Thank you for putting up with me, thank you so much.

January 1st, 2014
A new year, a new year together. You kissed me so sweetly as we wished each other a happy new year. I hope we spend many more new year’s together. I love you so much.

February 1st, 2014
I am so terrified you no longer love me. Please baby, tell me how I can keep this together. I need you. I don’t believe in forever, but I sure believe in us. I want us to last.

March 1st, 2014
I am so happy to be called yours. You are mine; I am yours. It is you and I; hopefully for a long, long while. I don’t recall ever being so happy in my life. You are everything I could ever want in someone.

April 1st, 2014
I can’t believe this is really it. It’s over, and I can’t imagine a day without you in my life. What am I supposed to do without you?

May 1st, 2014
I have been doing much better since you left me. I picked up all of the broken pieces, and began loving myself instead of you. I do still love you, I just simply am no longer in love with you.

June 1st, 2014
You’ve been crossing my mind lately, but he helps me forget about you. He treats me the opposite of how you treated me, and I don’t think I like it. I hope you’re doing well with her.

July 1st, 2014
I miss you terribly. I can’t stop crying, or thinking about you. I never thought that I would still be hurt by you. I need you more than ever, but you aren’t around anymore. Where are you? How have you been? I wonder if I ever cross your mind…Probably not, but I guess it was just a nice little thought. You were everything I ever wanted, why couldn’t I be everything you wanted?

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(via restupon)

(via restupon)

"It’s not easy to let the one you love go. I’m questioned as to why I give him so many chances, maybe because I think it will stop each time. But it never does, and I’m on a constant cycle."